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Wednesday, 2 February 2011

Things can only get better.

Just when I thought things could not get any worse, they did today. It seems that as soon as I have some good news, there is always some bad news just around the corner that comes and shits all over my day.

I had a real "off day" yesterday but decided that going out with friends last night would be a much better idea than staying in on my own. It was a decision that I am glad I made because it ended up being a good night and for the most part of it, I was sober.

So I woke up this morning, checked my emails and was so excited when I had an email in my inbox from the company in Australia where I had applied for my internship. They had offered me a job and although they had not provided many details I still saw this as a positive even if I was a little skeptical. There was no way I was signing any contracts until I found out more about what sounded like the opportunity of a lifetime.

With the good news came the bad news and after the week I have had it was all I needed. I'm going home tomorrow anyway, something that I really wish I did not have to do. I think this is the first time that I have not wanted to go home.

A work mate that I worked with for over two years had not been very well. Today I learned that things have got worse and there is nothing the doctors can do for him. I was told by another work colleague during a teary conversation on the phone. It's just so unbelievable, he was one of those guys that was always there to make you laugh when you needed it. He was never any different, he never changed, no matter when you saw him and now he is fighting for his life. It just shows how cruel life can be. I keep asking myself the same question, why does it always happen to the nice people?

So it hasn't been a very good week really but I need to keep myself busy. I am really hoping that this internship in Australia materializes, if not then I'm hoping for one in America. If there is one thing I have learnt over the last few days, it's to live life to the full because you just don't know what's around the corner.

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