Living without a plan.

I have been looking for flats and jobs. I finish uni in about three months which is a really scary thought and one I keep putting to the back of my mind. However it keeps crawling forward and yesterday I found myself scouring through Right Move, Find A Property and the Job pages of The Guardian.

The really frustrating thing is that anybody that knows me, knows that I like to know what I am doing because I like planning things (call it the OCD side coming out). I need to give notice on my flat soon but at the moment I want to try and get a job in London so that would mean moving to a new place. Ideally in Central London but money is an issue.

I did find a really nice flat yesterday. It was a studio flat near Holland Park and the rent included council tax and water rates. The thing is I don't know if I am going to be in London working, as much as I want to be at the moment, that could all change.

As for the job hunt, it was not very successful. Maybe I am looking in the wrong places but also there is the issue that until I get my journalism degree, I can't really apply for anything. I could apply for an internship but it would have to be a paid position and because I cannot commit to full time at the moment, when I do graduate, I doubt I will be earning enough to be able to move into Central London. My student loan for my last semester will not last forever!

So I am a bit in limbo at the moment if I am honest and not having a plan is unsettling me a bit but I guess I am just going to have to wait and persevere.

But if anybody wants to offer me a job in journalism or knows of any, please let me know.